I failed to blog!

It's been three days since I last did one. Well alot has happened. Hmm here I have a good one. I would usually talk about my day but change of scene okay. This chick realized she lost the guy that was great to her, of course when she lost him, for those dense people(is what AV would say) when they broke up ok. She realized her new lover was a user and of course she wanted to reconcile with the ex after not being treated right. The ex looked stupid in front of all his and her "friends". The "friends" saw what was going on. She would act all different when si user is around while she was still dating ex. So si ex was just sucking it in saying in his mind, when is she going to break up with me already. Just so he knows for sure he doesn't hurt this girl. So the user was not Mr. Right and the fact that the ex was a great guy she assumed he will take her back with no hesitation. But it didn't happen that way. He was hesitant, because of how they broke up . Well for a girl to break down and try more than once to reconcile, proves to him she has changed and realized and want to try it one more time (I'm hoping it will work out). It takes alot to break down and talk about how you got played especially when your talking to an ex. If you give someone that second chance to prove his/herself I think is the right thight to do, now when it happens the third time thats when you yourself have issues. Well it all depends what the situation may be. People change after stupid things happen in their life. trust me me, I've learned the hard way and I thank god everyday for giving me this second chance that I myself is going through. So the ex thinks about it and got come consultation, realizes that he has issues of his own while in the relationship as well and that probably was of the problem that caused the problems. Is what the his consultant said. The problem was they weren't meeting halfway, it's usually was he wants. That is not healthy in a relationship. For instance, For awhile when I would have sex, I don't ride for shit. So of course my man is going to be tired of that and he's going to eventually want to try someone that will ride his ass. Right men and ladies?! Solution: You know my ass be riding his ass nowadays just to satisfy our relationship. Okay back to the subject. He's doing a second try on the relationship and we just have to see if it does work out. Another problem has risin. She is now too worried about what would people say. One thing about being from our lovely island of Saipan, everyone talks crap no matter what you do, whether it's positive or negative. It's up to you to let it bother your daily life. Here's something to think about just so you can hopefully let that mentality go. If you answer yes to any of these questions, then you need more help. #1 Do they pay your bills? #2 Do they satisfy your needs? Usually they just either hate on you or they can't stand you being so fake or what AV would say, maybe your just dense like that. Okay I hope this was written well enough for yaw'll to understand ( AV! yaw'll means you all okay! For the dense peolple). Ok what do you think?